Surprise In The Tub

Being from a deeply religious family, sexual matters were NOT discussed. I was not sure why I had that tub sticking out from between my legs and what were those little things in that sack? Did not give the matter much thought. Getting ready for the first day of school (I was 13) and wanted to be especially clean and neat. In the bath tub cleaned up nicely then had to clean the naughty thing and the area around. Soap on my hand I washed and when I touched my dick an unexpected event happened. I felt this profound pleasure deep within me. Boy, this feels really good, I thought. The little thing became larger and larger. What the devil was this? I rubbed it up and down the clean it and the pleasure rose and rose till I could hardly stand it. A thin clear fluid oozed from the little slit on the end. The penis, the balls and butt hole and things deep inside just tingled with a pleasure I did not know existed. Kept rubbing and getting dizzy with rapture. Then totally unexpected a white fluid shot out of that little slit landing on the left nipple and down the the stomach. Good Grief! Squirt, squirt, squirt. I had never had such pleasure. Then terror seized me. I had damaged something deep inside me! How could I tell my mother that I had rubbed my dick till with a convulsive explosing a warm white fluid shot all over me. Was I ok? I certainly felt OK but was not sure. Vowed not to do this ever again. The next day an urge struck me and I did it several times once again experiencing a pleasure beyond telling. Never did tell my mother.